Aries: Around here, the
commercials are changing from annoyingly sincere
we-a-company-really-care-abut-you themes (Seriously, fuck ALL the way off,
Amazon) to annoyingly sincere we’re-all-gonna-see-our-friends-again-in-person
stories. It’s okay if you’re not ready for this. Neither is anyone. If you want
to keep peering warily out the door except at protest time or keep perfecting
your listening expression via Zoom, go ahead. You’ve come so far, be safe and
careful.
Taurus: Someday, you’ll be
able to return your library books. You’ll be able to hug your favorite
librarian for real and then stand around a while chatting about politics.
You’ll browse shelves that have been waiting all this time for you, be able to
restart your TBR list with a vengeance. In the meantime, have you written to
your mayor and city council to make sure the libraries are funded? The stars
would like them to have the money previously earmarked for the racist police! https://www.inquirer.com/opinion/commentary/philadelphia-city-budget-library-cuts-police-reform-20200610.html
Gemini: Now, we paint out
our intentions on the streets. Decorate and rename the whole map of you to
honor Black Lives Matter. Use everything from highway yellow to sweet pastels.
Use love, plus everything from chalk to Krylon. In her window, my neighbor made
a miniature justice garden tended by little bears. You and she are spelling out
the future inside and out. Everything is here for you, waiting to be remade.
Cancer: Consider what you might
call about on the non-emergency line in our safe-as-pillows post-police future.
“Hello, you’d say, can you help me with this bird call? I think it’s an oriole
but I’m not sure.” Ask how many colors in an outfit are too many! The stars run
that line and they’ll tell you there’s no limit. Ask what your cat’s trying to
say when she places a paw on your arm while you’re reading, or when your other
cat misunderstands an open book for a bed. Things are quieter, brighter, and
slower when no one is hunting us, I promise.
Leo: You’re planting a
labyrinth of seeds, I promise. As you walk through the same magic space again
and again, the flowers will grow taller, and more emphatic, and more thorough.
You’ll be more and more aggressively a rainbow. Every bloom, every prism facet
of nature is here for you, to teach you. Look into their bright and petalled
faces. Step lightly among the stalks. The leaves are here to make energy and
feed you. The scent is where you learn to thrive.
Virgo: The stars do not
know what to tell you. Ache is just sometimes ache. There’s no puzzle-box that
unlocks it, no secret labyrinth door that unlocks with a secret translation, a
sapphire amulet, or a handy code. It’s just ache. Make a spot for it next to
the good window. Drink your coffee, look out at the leaves, and pine for all
you’re missing, for all you’ve lost, not matter the obscene riches you still
have. There’s still plenty of time in the day for walks, marches, and letters
to congress. You’ll be fine.
Libra: Here’s how you
unlock the book that’s already knit itself into your cells: Walk along the
beach in the evening, without worrying about where you’ve left the towels, the
cooler, the striped umbrella, the hibiscus La Croix, the special mermaid-themed
phone case to keep out the sand. Just walk, unencumbered, in the sparkling edge
of the waves. Study shell fragments, look for whole scallop shells or sand
dollars or Cape May diamonds. Think of lighthouses at dusk and let it all sand
you down like beach glass. Then, the words will come easy and constant, like
the tides.
Scorpio: Take
every step away from claustrophobia, even in the smallest ways. Turn left
instead of right at the end of the driveway when the neighborhood is getting to
be a bit much. Switch everything off or do the opposite. Drive with the windows
down and Janelle MonĂ¡e blasting: “Don’t try to take my country, I will defend
my land. I’m not crazy, baby, I’m American.” Crazy is a reasonable response
after all of these days and weeks and months and years. Find a way to get it
out on paper or just into the sweet air.
Sagittarius: Welcome
any friends who wander in, even other people’s cats who jump in through the
shoddy screen door. As the evil White House fences are transformed by lovely
humans into bare-heart art galleries, what boundaries can you neglect or
transform? You’re becoming porous, like
fence wire, like art, like the way leaves breathe, like light through the
forest ceiling. See what sustaining thing filters through. See what small,
dappled light you can hold in your hand.
Capricorn: You’re
crossing the country now for home. You’ll see mountains that seem much closer
than they are because they’re so big. You’ll see light sparking and crackling
from the edges of fire. You’ll see pretty treed slopes and maybe a little weird
June snow. You’ll see streams, rivers, lakes, and fountains teeming with the
discarded statues of imperialists—you know, regular stuff. You’ll see
mysterious new monuments engraved with future instructions. Drink plenty of
water, turn the radio up loud, and get ready for tomorrow to welcome you.
Aquarius: Think
about Yayoi Kusama, how meticulously she paints dots and dots and dots, how
deftly she makes all those mirrors repeat, how sad she was when some museum
wouldn’t let her give away parts of her own installation. Think of the devotees
lined up to look at new configurations of light and color, to spend thirty
seconds or a minute with these new refractions of themselves. You can refract
like that, but a million mirrors more! Everyone says so!
Pisces: Ethylene is the chemical
that helps apples ripen and then spoil. It’s a gas that spreads, that’s why one
bad apple spoils the whole barrel. (#defundthepolice) You are ripening, but you
are also the opposite of ethylene, breathing newness and growth into everything.
Dig up the ground of yourself and plant something new, turn decay into fresh
roses, fresh strawberries, fresh sunflowers reaching skyward. Here is a hoe.
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